Thursday, August 21, 2008
It use to be all fun and games until you found out that i liked you. Now i miss the way things use to be. We were best friends and then i started liking you. Everything changed then. Its been almost 4 years since i liked you and i really really do. I want to be with you, but i dont think you can say the same. When i think of you my heart flutters and my stomach gets all full of butterflys. I really do like you.
That day when i told you i liked you did you mean that you didnt care? Or did you mean it a different way? I dont know because you wont tell me. I guess i'll just wait till school to see if you do or not? -- People always tell me to just get over you. 'theres more than just him out there Caitlin' I dont care! I like him. And you cant help who you like. I mean i liked other people juring that 4 years but not as much as you. Maybe in high school i'll find someone that likes me. I really hope so. Because i hate how im all alone and that im always the tag along with all my taken friends. They say it doesnt bother them but it probably does. I know they dont want me there and i dont want to be there watching them cuddle and kiss and look into each others eyes lovingly, it just makes me think of you. I hate thinking of you because it makes me un-happy and happy at the same time. The things that make me happy is just thinking about talking to you, hnging out with you, if maybe theres something in the future with you or just you. But the things that make me un happy are thinking about what you said about not caring, was that necessairy? Like really.
That day when i told you i liked you did you mean that you didnt care? Or did you mean it a different way? I dont know because you wont tell me. I guess i'll just wait till school to see if you do or not? -- People always tell me to just get over you. 'theres more than just him out there Caitlin' I dont care! I like him. And you cant help who you like. I mean i liked other people juring that 4 years but not as much as you. Maybe in high school i'll find someone that likes me. I really hope so. Because i hate how im all alone and that im always the tag along with all my taken friends. They say it doesnt bother them but it probably does. I know they dont want me there and i dont want to be there watching them cuddle and kiss and look into each others eyes lovingly, it just makes me think of you. I hate thinking of you because it makes me un-happy and happy at the same time. The things that make me happy is just thinking about talking to you, hnging out with you, if maybe theres something in the future with you or just you. But the things that make me un happy are thinking about what you said about not caring, was that necessairy? Like really.
what we could have been, 7:00 PM.
