Thursday, August 21, 2008
Its been almost a year since you passed away. And i miss you so bad! I miss you Aunt Rose! I got a tattoo for you did you see it? I bet you watched me get it from heaven. I know that you and uncle Roger are looking after me and the family. We all miss you both so much. Its crazy to think that you two passed away. We miss you everyday of our lives. We really do.
Aunt Rose i love you so much! I can't belive your gone. I still havent went to see your grave stone and things. I dont know it just doesnt seem right. I'm not avoiding it trust me, it just doesnt feel right to be looking at it because it doesnt seem like your gone. I still dont belive it. Some times i even think your still alive.
But i dont want to be sad because i know that you'd want me to be happy. I do feel like crying sometimes but i hold it in. Like a few moments ago i almost cried but i took a deep breath and said 'dont cry she wouldnt want you to.' And i know you wouldnt want me to.
I think i might add on to your tattoo on my back and get one for grandmere or get one that says the day that you died or your name or something i dont know. I really want to get a music note because our whole family LOVES music. So i might get that or when i have a kid or something i want to get his/hers name on the top of my foot. So you like those ideas aunt Rosie? Well i should probably be getting to sleep i just wanted to talk to you because i miss you.
I love you! Love Caitlin <3
Aunt Rose i love you so much! I can't belive your gone. I still havent went to see your grave stone and things. I dont know it just doesnt seem right. I'm not avoiding it trust me, it just doesnt feel right to be looking at it because it doesnt seem like your gone. I still dont belive it. Some times i even think your still alive.
But i dont want to be sad because i know that you'd want me to be happy. I do feel like crying sometimes but i hold it in. Like a few moments ago i almost cried but i took a deep breath and said 'dont cry she wouldnt want you to.' And i know you wouldnt want me to.
I think i might add on to your tattoo on my back and get one for grandmere or get one that says the day that you died or your name or something i dont know. I really want to get a music note because our whole family LOVES music. So i might get that or when i have a kid or something i want to get his/hers name on the top of my foot. So you like those ideas aunt Rosie? Well i should probably be getting to sleep i just wanted to talk to you because i miss you.
I love you! Love Caitlin <3
what we could have been, 11:38 PM.
